love note! =)

i find it cute! dont you?

from me for you, to the whole world!

MJ

ok, i know its been days, n i never been a fan of MJ pon.. but i just wanna share this clip.sharing is caring,no? =)



enjoy!!

i always wonder, was he really a phenomenon dulu, because the whole world was so shocked about the news..

do u haf a gusto over papers??? =)

i do!

like this..

and this..

and this...

and paper cranes! =)

AND! these 2 pictures are just soo ultra cool!

(aint it be nice to replace fresh flowers for your wedding deco?? but i bet its wayy pricey too!) hee~

AND!! paper flowers from gold colored paper??

its just soo cool,aint it!

after so long!

i was busy with (and am sick of) work! luckily its the final month..

but but but, the 3 weeks seem so long to me.. sigh!


**i realized that i whine ALOT nowadays!! and that is not good..

i haf lots and lots of things to post-fave pics,blog review and my exciting programmes with the girls and boifie..ill post soon(mind u im a BIG procrastinator!)

hee~ but i will, i will.... i sure will.. =)

daa for now

all i need is.....

Ambrose Bierce:
A minor form of despair, disguised as a virtue.

Woodrow T. Wilson:
All things come to him who waits - provided he knows what he is waiting for.

Carl Jung:
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better to take things as they come along with patience and equanimity.

Ovid:
Everything comes gradually and at its appointed hour.

Helen Keller:
Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn, whatever state I may be in, therein to be content.

Michelangelo:
Genius is eternal patience.

Benjamin Franklin:
He that can have patience can have what he will.

after awhile..

since i got tagged by mat2, i need to do dis laa.. i guess, its her way buat the self update dis blog.

do you think you're hot?
i dun think so..

upload a favourite pic of you..

since the ques didnt state its a pict of me alone, so i say this is my most favourite piece! heheh
i call it extravanillaicecream moment..
p/s: nothing gotta do with those peeps who is posing for dis photo ok!

why do you like this pic?
ahahh! its merely because its just soo extravanillaicecream! =)
i love love it!

when was the last tyme you ate pizza?
i cant remember.. dah lame gilas tak ok!

the last song u listen to?
cant remember jugak.. erm, but the song that is in my mind at the moment is "dangerous" by akon..

what name you prefer beside yours?
jumanji.. somehow, it sounds good with my name cuz its rhyme!

people to tag:
1)buddy
2)amanina
3)janne
4)john(since ko pon da lame tak update blog)
5) amimaa(thou knowing the fact that ko mmg tadek internet kat gandah tuh!)

ive a prob when i wanna list the names to tag, because i dunt think people hop on my blog pon.. huhuhu

who is no 1:
ahahaha.. si gedik yg mempunyai taste same mcm saye, tp dier jauh lebih jelita tak tertanding dek saya..

no 3 is having a relationship with?
as i knoe, ali.(i xpurposedly put ur name kat no 3 tau janne, accidently u kat no 3, nak wat cmne.. haahha)

say something about no 5:
ami? ill be visiting her at gandah tomorrow morning with dad!

how bout no 4?
she'll be my officemate for 3 months next year! sure will be bosan with u bestie!

who is no 2 :
my lil sister kat muadzam shah yg sungguh ke-burung-an!




alaaa~ dah abes dah ques dier.. tak best je! sape ade bende best utk di tag, sila laa tag saye.. mungkin saya akan lebih rajin utk ber-blog nanti! heee

the exact song i want u to listen..

wild world-cat stevens

Now that i've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, i'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl

You know i've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because i never wanna see you a sad, girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Chorus

Baby, i love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Chorus

** woke up kinda early today..
when i was driving to paksu for breakfast dis morning, dis song by cat steven was playing in d car along the way to paksu's.. the music was really in the mood~ as it was drizzling then.. but, the lyrics (erm), wasnt really a thing that i shud listen cuz it makes me remember about sumthing i wanna run my thoughts from..


bottom line: i finally feel i found a perfect song for you.. i mean every single words.. =)

forbidden love..

it means wut it means..

i dunt want it to end dis way.. aint there any other way we can make things better,kamu?

the day i see you like a totally new person...

with ur new hair cut..
and a very new look..

we bumped to each other,
so close....

but none of us say anything..
only the lips was throwing a smile
but i knoe,
the smile wasnt the smile i used to see
in the past 7 months..

you have changed..
n with dat new look,
does it mean,
you r a new you?


to ditch every single thing behind...i hope would be the last thing in you mind...



my wish:9 months of my absence later, wont change that smallest bit of sumthing i haf in u( i hope i still owning it)...

ill come back.. i will..

**ill keep on hoping n waiting.. u knoe i will~

i am sorry in advance..

fuck! babi! dan fuck lagi! u simply wanna make me hate u, i know.. thank you!

bottom line: nyawa rasa mcm nak tercabut!

from 'no' to 'sorry' to :) ..
it means a lot to me! i hate you.fullstop!

fuck life, fuck u too!

sumtymes i wonder....

i miss u..

do u miss me too?

n i will always remember wut u sed to me..

[8/12/2008 5:52:32 AM] xx says: tata jamma take cre :)
[8/12/2008 5:52:36 AM] mauidarl says: u too
[8/12/2008 5:52:38 AM] mauidarl says: take care
[8/12/2008 5:52:43 AM] mauidarl says: u knoe i do
[8/12/2008 5:52:44 AM]xx says: i miss u.
[8/12/2008 5:52:50 AM] mauidarl says: yeah so do i
[8/12/2008 5:52:52 AM] xx says: bye bye :)
[8/12/2008 5:52:54 AM] mauidarl says: bye
[8/12/2008 5:52:58 AM] xx says: ily\
[8/12/2008 5:53:00 AM] mauidarl says: better be good
[8/12/2008 5:53:06 AM] mauidarl says: will u?
[8/12/2008 5:53:11 AM] xx says: ok :)
[8/12/2008 5:53:12 AM] mauidarl says: (h)
[8/12/2008 5:53:17 AM] xx says: ily
[8/12/2008 5:53:19 AM] xx says: (h)
[8/12/2008 5:53:21 AM] mauidarl says: hehehe
[8/12/2008 5:53:22 AM] xx says: tata :)
[8/12/2008 5:53:23 AM] mauidarl says: dah2
[8/12/2008 5:53:24 AM] mauidarl says: nyte
[8/12/2008 5:53:30 AM] xx says: (hug)(hug)
[8/12/2008 5:53:30 AM] mauidarl says: schweet dreams
[8/12/2008 5:53:35 AM] xx says: :*
[8/12/2008 5:53:43 AM] mauidarl says: (hug):*(hug):* xoxo
[8/12/2008 5:53:49 AM] xx says: xoxo :))
[8/12/2008 5:54:05 AM] xx says: ur first msg yg i akan ingat sampai bila bila!
[8/12/2008 5:54:07 AM] xx says: tata :0
[8/12/2008 5:54:13 AM] mauidarl says: heee~
[8/12/2008 5:54:14 AM] xx says: (hug)
[8/12/2008 5:54:17 AM] mauidarl says: i ingat
[8/12/2008 5:54:18 AM] xx says: :)
[8/12/2008 5:54:23 AM] mauidarl says: =)
[8/12/2008 5:54:25 AM] mauidarl says: daaa

**i still wake up, back to sleep n anytime in between with the same thing in mind.. ily too~

the day

the day i miss u more than anything is the day i noe i had never crossed your mind.. =(

the day feels like posting..

its just a testing.. i actually been wanting to update the blog, tp blogger nih mcm kekurangan certain tools.. i need to upload pictures, tp tatau mane nak upload.. mcm ade hilang certain features.. prolly caused by dah lame sgt tak update kot..

now that ive let you go...

Lihatlah
Lihat dia bermesra
Membelai kekasihnya
Sepenuh hati dan jiwa

Dengarlah
Nada sukma kasihnya
Membalas belai mesra
Berlagu kaulah kekasihku

Reff:
Leka
Ku di belai mesra
Jarimu merayu menggoda
Di dada binasalah aku
Hanyut kepadamu
Kerana leka dan juga tergoda
Belaianmu mesra

Uuuu...huuu
Haaa...haaa...huuu...huuu

Apakah akan begitu kita
Andai di takdir pula
Kita semua kasihnya
Dengarkan (dengarkan)
Dengupan jantung hati
Gelora cinta kami
Menyanyi kaulah cinta sakti

Repeat Reff:

Huuuu....leka dan juga tergoda
Belaianmu mesra...haaaa


-atilia


we can never be like before...
u take care boy, we'll do good.....

everybody has their own mix tape..so do i

the list of songs that will always remind me of respective people:

great escape,chop suey-nasim

runaway,hey there delilah,summer 69-shah faiz

unbelievable-his mukmuk

hujan songs-heri and baloo

soul survivor,party starter-ajai

hips dun lie,seperated-angie

dun matter,if that's ok with you,blame it on me(n list goes on)-shab

quandoquandoquando,unbreakable-amimaa

mocca songas-suze

biarlah,terpesona,mimpi-the mushberts

shiela on 7-k.belle

i need a girl,heaven-kimal

complicated,objection-anny

everything i do i do it for u-dad

i try,capital e-zul

rahsia luna-dd

always-lomu,ajai

first date,cool,dilemma,unwell-ayie

4 in the morning,seperated,over it-feedo

lucky-julie,sife-ness

way back into love-feedo n luqe

chariot-ikhsan
lucky-sifeteam2008
hero-buddy,saiful

secret affair.. endless story perhaps...

i just dont understand myself at tymes(or perhaps, most of the time).. yeah u knoe, ive been trying so hard not to reply you, but then again , as always, i resorted replying ur msg jugak( and until now,i cant stop re-reading over n over again)-sick i knoe..and,ive to admit that i was so delighted to receive ur msg dat day, telling that u're around dis place n yada2..



u knoe wut, im so jealous n feel uneasy the moment i saw "F" pendant hanging on ur neck.. i knoe that u love her, but i didnt knoe that u love her dat much.. herm. she is just so lucky to haf you.. n yeah, ure true when u sed, "too bad that i knoe u so lambat"..at fers, i thot ill be ok with this.. but then u knoe, im no longer too strong for all this..i cant get you out of my head.. not even a bit...
y u didnt reply to all the msgs i sent to u? u did check ur facebook didnt you? a "hi" would do dear.. knape suke tenggelam timbul.. i just dunt get u.. i thot ure diff from other guys i knoe.. and,ami was rite, guys r just guys, they wont change...and i, will remain as idiot i always be,waiting for sumone whom i knoe is never fated for me..*sigh*......

ps: i just love the way u treat me, thou its not perpetual.. call me idiot for that..

again, everybody must knoe that "she" is lucky to haf u......

i knoe i shudnt

feel jealous or anything that describe jealous.. but the thing is now, im just so down because i think i feel jealous!!!

damndamndamn! sape suruh maen api.. n serve u right for that jama..

but to that person, plts just make things clear between us, n that would make me feel better than u left me hanging over here.. *sigh*

i suddenly feel like a biggest loser!

punk'd again!

holy shit! y on earth do u make me feel like im the dumbest person on earth! ever!

-idiotic-

ok now i dunno how am i gonna thru another 2 years in coll...dammit!

please just stop pretending.. well truth does hurt.. sape suruh pg maen ngan api kan, yeah serve me right for that!